"We've been talking so much, in fact, I told him I didn't, in fact, feel the aloneness I should really be feeling.So I told him on Monday that aside from topical FB banter on posts 'n such I needed to do my own thing this week. Be on my own, feel on my own. Feel as alone as I actually am. And be sure I'm okay with that. I need to know at my core that I left for me, for the right reasons. The promise of him can be there, a life in the near future but until then I need to know I'm ok on my own. That sounds like nonsensical jibberish, doesn't it?"